Saturday, July 19, 2008

Talbot's Tale: Recovery

Talbot’s Tale: Recovering

I’m back & apparently you are too. Are you ready for the next installment of Talbot’s Tale? I left off with the inauguration of Talbot’s name. He seemed to like it. After all, he looked at me when I said it. Then again, he looked at me when I called him “Numb-nuts” too. The important thing here, is that he responds. I was happy for that. He was responsive, albeit, a little delayed at times. It was kind of hard to watch this guy constantly scratching himself. I just wanted to grab a rake and do it for him. He seemed so delicate. I picked him up frequently and gave him hugs (despite the rammish odor) from time to time. It didn’t take long for him to relax when I handled him. He got used to my camera. I think he actually posed sometimes. Like in the pic…




It was one of the few times he sat still long enough for me to press the shutter button. While he was recovering, this crate was his home. He looked so sad in there. It was bad enough to be itchy, flaky, and scratchy. Then to be cooped up in this glorified gerbil cage is no more thrilling than watching paint dry. He couldn’t get well fast enough. I knew he would get better. But admittedly, there was a part of me that liked this because it gave me a sense of purpose. Call it my maternal instinct, if you will. I liked caring for him. I liked being there for every step of his recovery. And apparently I liked crispy flakey canine skin on my clothes, because some of my shirts looked like glitter had been sprinkled over them.

I let him out as much as I could. He seemed clever. He figured out the parameters of the yard pretty quickly. He was responsive to my voice. Good sign. He will make a great companion for someone one day. I thought to myself. Even then, I did not intend to keep him. I already had 2. And I really didn’t want a 3rd… really. But I wasn’t about to hand over a sickly pup. I had to see his recovery through.

Also, here is the first video I took of Talbot… but he wasn’t named at the time. The video gives you a better idea of what watching this guy was like. Mind you, this was going on for weeks. I brought him home in October. This was about 3 weeks later. He still had a long way to go. But I tell you, I never had children, but this was probably the closest I have ever felt to actually raising someone. I had little proud moments whenever he showed progress. Each day was one day closer to him being better and eventually a healthy dog. But also, each day brought a little more warmth to my heart.



Remember in the last post when I said I’m not sure who is luckier? Maybe now you understand a little better. As much as I cared for him… he did something for me. I learned something about the capacity for love in my own heart. Don’t get me wrong… It isn’t as though my heart was empty or full of malice. It was nothing like that. What I learned through Talbot was simply this: No matter how much we have in our hearts, whether joy or sadness, whether hope or despair, or even iniquity… there can always be love. One can’t ever be truly sated from love. At least I don’t think so. There is always room for more.

So, my friends, this concludes Talbot’s second chapter. Tune in next time… (I’ve always wanted to say that) for the next installment. You will see Talbot as he is now. Trust me… you won’t believe the difference!

Thank you again for taking the time to read this. I really mean it when I say I appreciate it. It means a lot to me that you take time out of your day for this. I hope you find some pleasure in reading my stories. I enjoy writing them and sharing.

Until next time,
Be Well

Stephan


Thursday, July 17, 2008

About Talbot


I don't know who is luckier, him or me. In fact, my mother tried to name him "Lucky" the first time she saw him. I was trying to avoid naming him at all... you know... trying to avoid that whole attachment thing. Yeah.... that went well! :-)
Anyway, so here's the story....

It was a chilly October morning in 2004. I usually got to work around 7:30AM. I never cared for the morning rush hour traffic so I would leave a little early. It gave me time to relax and have some coffee and read emails before starting to see clients. My office was in the 6 points area, to give you a point of reference. I parked and started walking toward the building, like any other day. After my ritual adjusting of the shoulder harness with one hand and leveling the shaky coffee cup in the other I glanced toward the old (no longer used) exterior elevator door just a bit over to the right of the employee entrance. Did I see right? I thought I saw a subtle fuzzy movement. Naturally, me being of the curious sort, walked over and there.... huddled in a corner and shivering, was this puppy. This poor pathetic wretch of a young dog was struggling to keep out of the wind, which was exacerbated by his lack of protective coat. In fact I had more hair than him. Have you seen me lately? As I crouched toward him his head lowered while eyes stared up at me in utter fear. All the while his front paws struggling for traction against the smooth concrete as he was trying to push himself further into the corner. Poor guy. As I took a step closer still it hit me... WHOA !!! the stench of decay. This little guy needed a couple of rounds in the permanent press cycle with double rinse. I figured a little fabric softener wouldn't hurt :-) My first thought was how could something this little emit an odor so large? Then I thought of new parents and what similar experiences they have w/ their newborns. At any rate.... About this time I aroused the curiosity of one of my coworkers on her way in, also with arms full and juggling the less secure items. Good thing that Courtney also loves animals. I took my stuff inside for a moment while Courtney watched the pup. When I returned she either coaxed or frightened the pup out of its corner as he was walking down the gently sloping loading ramp. He was walking along the edge and peering over the side. His ears swiveled a bit. He had some life left. I honestly wasn't sure as to how much at that time... He looked over the edge like I would be looking off a 10 meter diving platform... with concern for falling, but not really worried if I do. I had some rope in my car and I fashioned a rather crude, but functional, harness for the little squirt. With Courtney's help and excellent lung capacity from holding my breath, I managed to get the harness on the little tyke. ( what he must have been thinking ) Then I noticed the fleas. They had a real community going on there. I swear I saw neon lights, "Buffet. Open All Night" So... here I had this stinky, sparsely pelted, flea bag tied to a rail in the parking lot. What the hell was I gonna do with him for 9 hours? I couldn't take him in. I certainly wasn't going to leave him in my truck. So Courtney and I monitored over the course of the day to make sure he had water. There was always someone in the building with a little kibble around. That part of town is Stray-Central. So, here you go... this is the as yet unnamed dog I found.

So I called my mom and told her the news. I then called my vet and explained the situation but there was no way they could get the runt in that day. So I made an appt for the next day. Since I had to work I asked my mom if she could take him. She was reluctant, but agreed (thanks, Mom). So that evening I set up little stinker in the kennel in the garage. Meanwhile, my other two were looking on curiously from the safe confines of the back yard. You'll meet them in more detail later. Now, keep in mind, when I was little, my (older) sister used to call me "Stinker" all the time. Now she calls her dogs "Stinker". I'm off the hook :-). I used to think it was a term of endearment, but after experiencing this with this puppy, I began to wonder. hehe
So here I have this funky odor machine cranking out maximum stink by the minute in my garage. I didn't fully appreciate the capacity for, nor the gap from stink to putrid! When I opened the door into the garage the next morning I damn near fell over. Holy StenchFest, Batman!! I swear to god my testicles retreated somewhere behind my spleen and wouldn't come out for a week! I wasn't sure if I should feel sorry for my mom or laugh at her for what she was about to endure. The good news in all this... the puppy was still alive. He was sitting up and moving around. He was not eating but he was drinking water. That was something.

I let the dog out and he peed in the grass. He slowly and carefully moved about the driveway and yard. He would twitch a little with every new noise. All I could do was shake my head and give him space. I wondered what this kid saw in his young life. And I mean young. You saw the pic. Maybe 8 or 10 weeks old? As I left for work I left the garage door a little open so the pup could see out. Ahh, whose kidding who, it was to ventilate!

My mom took him to the vet. Apparently one of the customers passed out from the pups stink. (kidding) But I'm surprised my mom didn't. And she had him in her car! Anyway, I was afraid to call my mom to see how it went. The vet wasn't too crazy about providing treatment without pay... at least not not until I got off work. But since my mother promised them that I would come by to pay after work that day they agreed. I mean, why not, I've been going there for over 10 years already. I guess they have problems with people dropping strays off and never returning.

Well, my mom's first comment (predictably) was "Och Mein Gott!" Of course we all know what she was referencing! Yeah, yeah, mom... I know. He stinks. "He is so cute" she said. I laughed. Yes... he is cute. But he is sick and I need to get him well. As it turned out, he was sick. He had Sarcoptic Mange. Aka Scabies. It is contagious to animals AND people. Great! Just what I need, My love life sucked as it was and now I had to worry about skin flaking off my body. How attractive! :-)
It was ok, though. Just had to wash hands a lot. A LOT! I had to take the critter to the vet every other week for a medicated dip and other treatments as his health improved. He had to remain in quarantine for about 3 months. This included the white Christmas we had. Poor kid, had to stay in the garage while I took my other dogs to frolic in the South Texas snow. But he got to play in the yard. Little by little I introduced the guy to the yard while I kept Tibet & Pete inside. Of course they would be at the storm door watching every step the little guy made. Pete's tail was already registered as a weapon. Seeing a new pup to play with only reinforced that registration :-).

So as I watched the pup get better I started thinking about names. In fact, the first few receipts from the vet had "Lucky" as his name. My mom told them that is what she calls him. Yeah, I guess it fits, but it isn't original. So I pondered. I was leaning toward Anton. I slept on it a few days. I am real thorough when it comes to deciding on things that will be permanent. I don't want to regret it later. Then I had all but decided... when the little guy was keeping me company as I was smoking a cigar in my front yard and I looked at him... he looked at me. He smiled and somehow "Talbot" came into my head like lightning. I scratched behind his ear and asked him what he thought. He walked a small circle as if contemplating. Then he sat in the same spot again and looked at me and smiled. So there you have it my friends... Introducing "TALBOT" (to be cont.)

Be well,
Stephan

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Good Day

Today has been a good day so far. Actually the past few days have been good. Today I set my alarm early and by 7:15 I was beach bound with my little buddy, Talbot. I like going in the mornings before it gets too hot. The beach was carpeted with 25' wide swath of sea weed. At some points I sank into it up to my knees. Good thing I'm not squeamish. There was an abundance of crabs scuttling about. Some so small I could barely catch a glimpse as they darted around. Other as big as big as my outstretched hand. They didn't dart so much as scurry. Talbot was appropriately curious. He did well. There were few people around so he wasn't nervous. He minded well. He would trot off a little ways ahead and pause to look back to make sure I wasn't too far behind. I get the impression he thought I was too slow. Sorry little buddy, but I'd like to see how fast you move when you're 40! hehe By 10:00 we were packing up (Yes, I'm aware I said "we" as if he helped) I started sweating by 9:30.... just from sitting there. The water was warm, but I didn't spend much time there. Talbot was quite nervous as I went into waist deep water. So upon our return, I put Talbot inside the house and I commenced to doing some cleaning & mowing in the yard. By 2:00 it had been a very productive day. I rewarded myself with a nice 2 hour nap. So now I'm contemplating my evening. I think I will watch "The Golden Compass". I haven't watched it yet and I just d-loaded it. But I might go out with a friend. I called a friend and told him we have cause to celebrate and he needs to buy me a beer. Of course, I left him hanging as to why. I said he would have to wait until I have that beer! I'm so shrewd! hehe

As I was writing about Talbot, I got to thinking, I will do a little series on my critters for you. And I will start with Talbot since I have been talking about him. But I will do that later. For now, I will keep this light. :-)
Yes, it has been a good day.

Be well,
Stephan

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Last installment for the 361st (corrections within)

I left off talking about meeting Lash. He's the guy that Mike was kidding about being my dad's gay lover. When I met Lash I asked him if my Dad was gentle. Woody seemed to think it was pretty funny. Lash cracked up too. I guess its good when all can laugh at the same thing. That's the way it was with these guys... they all felt the same thing. One of the events I attended while at the VHPA reunion was a breakfast for KIA/MIA family members. I guess there were about 40 attendees. Including one fellow (and I feel badly for forgetting his name now...sorry) who lost his father when he was 11 months old. So he had even less time w/ his dad than I did. But we shared some questions. Simple things, really... was my dad left or right handed? Did he like meatloaf? Stuff like that. These are the kinds of things people know about their family. Not us.

Many thanks to Susan Kleinfelter (was I close?) [ Ok, I stand corrected... its Susan Clotfelter Jimison. Sorry Susan :-) ] who made sure that she made time to talk with me. She was/is amazingly supportive & compassionate. She lost her older brother in Vietnam. So she & a friend started this organization that tries to locate family of lost vets and help them learn about each other and other support systems. [ Susan reminded me she didn't help start the organization. Again I erred. Well, dammit... can I get anything right? hehe. I guess Susan should have started it then... yeah, that works... she should have started it! ]
Its really a cool deal. All this goes back to Hal calling me in the first place. Thanks again Hal. I hope you are reading this. I hope you & Linda were serious about the invitation to Florida. :-) I might take you up on it one day! hehe

Anyway... I need to bring this chapter to a close soon. There have been events occuring here that I want to record. The guys from the 361st "Pink Panthers" rocked. They were (are) an amazing bunch. One thing, though... I don't think anyone ever told them the frat party is over. LOL

I have to give huge thanks to Hal, Woody, Dana, John, Mike, & Lash. Also, I am grateful to Susan. And finally, I have to say thank you to Rich & Tish Snook who went out of their ways to make me feel welcome comfortable in their home. Rich told me something that stuck with me... When I was apologetic for putting him out for picking me up and dropping me off, he said (in reference to a 4th of July party he was attending) "What you're doing is more important than a hot dog." I guess that's one of those times that you don't realize the impact of what we do and say. Thanks Rich... you made a memory for me!

Thanks to all for reading. I'll be going back to current events soon!
Until then...
Be well,
Stephan